11/13/2025DualDisc was primarily created in the final months of 2025. After spending 2 years creating Abomination (where I agonized over every little detail), it was nice to loosen up and make artworks based on how I felt in the moment. Half of these paintings are about cutting contact with many of my family members following the 2024 election, and the other half are about my crumbling marriage — two situations I never thought I’d find myself in. Through the process of making these paintings, the line between the two themes got blurred a lot.

Originally entitled Hatch, this series catalogues my isolation as I moved from one chapter of my life into another. I am an artist scorned; while my tongue may be sharp, my paintbrush is sharper.

01 - Pearl (What Did I Do Wrong?)

Acrylic on canvas | 11×14 | 2025

02 - You’re Not Gonna Leave Me Here!

Acrylic on canvas | 5×7 | 2025

03 - I Don’t Understand! I Thought You Liked Me!

Acrylic on canvas | 11×14 | 2025

04 - The Projectionist (Why Did you change?)

Acrylic on canvas | 5×7 | 2025

05 - I Will Not Accept a life i do not deserve!

Acrylic on canvas | 15×12 | 2025

06 - hatch

Acrylic on canvas | 16×20 | 2023

07 - Don’t put your fingers in the cage

Acrylic on canvas | 11×14 | 2025

08 - Skeletons in the closet // monsters on tv

Acrylic on canvas | 16×20 | 2023

09 - Fervor

Acrylic on canvas | 8×10 | 2025

10 - 49 days in exile

Acrylic on canvas | 8×10 | 2025

11 - Fernott (forget you know my name)

Acrylic on canvas | 24×36 | 2024

12 - Opus No. 1

Acrylic on canvas | 8×10 | 2025

13 - post credits scene

Acrylic on canvas | 12×15 | 2025

Poems:

Hatch

Boys will be boys who pull legs off of spiders

lest they turn to fags they burn on their pyres

So sharpen your pitchforks and strike up your matches

you’ll all be sorry when my skeleton hatches

Don’t Put Your Fingers In The Cage

Don’t put your fingers in the cage

a warning you hung from my bars

in plain English

in black and white

your prized pet

not for sale

I hope this hurts - I was your first

I hope this hurts - I was your favorite

I hope this hurts - I made you proud

I hope this hurts - I followed all your rules

Don’t put your fingers in the cage

It’s rabbit season forever

thus spoketh your LORD

“surely he doesn’t mean our pet”

you comforted yourselves

“I’ve never seen him as a rabbit,

“he’s more of a hare”

and as you congratulated yourselves, I watched

the kool-aid dripping from your foolish maws

and as you celebrated the second coming,

My cage trembled in tandem with my terror

you promised everything will be okay

I wish I believed you

I hope this hurts - I’ve seen hides piled to the ceiling

I hope this hurts - the coats of my elders

I hope this hurts - the flesh of my siblings

I hope this hurts - Blood the same as mine

Don’t put your fingers in the cage

“I think we all need a little more of the LORD in our lives”

condescendingly sneering at me

all from the comfort of your recliners

you’re complicit

“our LORD is such a business man”

as he skins innocent prey live on TV

selling you the furs for an extortionate price

you fell for it all

you’re imbeciles

I hope this hurts - I’m on the menu now

I hope this hurts - you’ll hunt me down too

I hope this hurts - I’m not safe with you anymore

I hope this hurts - I don’t know if I ever was

Don’t put your fingers in the cage

Oh, how hypocritical you are

It said “don’t put your fingers in the cage”

a lesson you taught me

I begged you not to stick your fingers in my cage

Why are you surprised you got bitten?

You shoved your filthy fingers in my cage

if you had an ounce of empathy

you’d know the sign wasn’t about you

I hope this hurts - I’ve seen hides piled to the ceiling

I hope this hurts - the coats of my elders

I hope this hurts - the flesh of my siblings

I hope this hurts - Blood the same as mine

Don’t put your fingers in the cage

“I think we all need a little more of the LORD in our lives”

condescendingly sneering at me

all from the comfort of your recliners

you’re complicit

“our LORD is such a business man”

as he skins innocent prey live on TV

selling you the furs for an extortionate price

you fell for it all

you’re imbeciles

I hope it hurt - you’ll never apologize

I hope it hurt - you didn’t listen to me

I hope it hurt - You know you’re the selfish ones

I hope it hurt - You told me you loved me

I hope it hurt - you abandoned me

I hope it hurt - you hurt me first

I really hope it hurt

Playlist:

01. My Man on Willpower - Sabrina Carpenter 02. You’re Losing Me (From the Vault) - Taylor Swift 03. tolerate it - Taylor Swift 04. Such A Funny Way - Sabrina Carpenter 05. The Winner Takes It All - ABBA 06. You First - Paramore 07. Perfect Celebrity - Lady Gaga 08. Satanic Panic - I Don’t Know How But They Found Me 09. True Believer - Hayley Williams 10. Winner - Conan Gray 11. my tears ricochet - Taylor Swift 12. Opus No. 1 - Tim Carleton 13. Silver Springs - Live at Warner Brothers Studios n Burbank, CA 5/23/97 - Fleetwood Mac

Photos:

09/20/25 - Hatch

11/11/25 - DualDisc