11/13/2025 — DualDisc was primarily created in the final months of 2025. After spending 2 years creating Abomination (where I agonized over every little detail), it was nice to loosen up and make artworks based on how I felt in the moment. Half of these paintings are about cutting contact with many of my family members following the 2024 election, and the other half are about my crumbling marriage — two situations I never thought I’d find myself in. Through the process of making these paintings, the line between the two themes got blurred a lot.
Originally entitled Hatch, this series catalogues my isolation as I moved from one chapter of my life into another. I am an artist scorned; while my tongue may be sharp, my paintbrush is sharper.
01 - Pearl (What Did I Do Wrong?)
Acrylic on canvas | 11×14 | 2025
02 - You’re Not Gonna Leave Me Here!
Acrylic on canvas | 5×7 | 2025
03 - I Don’t Understand! I Thought You Liked Me!
Acrylic on canvas | 11×14 | 2025
04 - The Projectionist (Why Did you change?)
Acrylic on canvas | 5×7 | 2025
05 - I Will Not Accept a life i do not deserve!
Acrylic on canvas | 15×12 | 2025
06 - hatch
Acrylic on canvas | 16×20 | 2023
07 - Don’t put your fingers in the cage
Acrylic on canvas | 11×14 | 2025
08 - Skeletons in the closet // monsters on tv
Acrylic on canvas | 16×20 | 2023
09 - Fervor
Acrylic on canvas | 8×10 | 2025
10 - 49 days in exile
Acrylic on canvas | 8×10 | 2025
11 - Fernott (forget you know my name)
Acrylic on canvas | 24×36 | 2024
12 - Opus No. 1
Acrylic on canvas | 8×10 | 2025
13 - post credits scene
Acrylic on canvas | 12×15 | 2025
Poems:
Hatch
Boys will be boys who pull legs off of spiders
lest they turn to fags they burn on their pyres
So sharpen your pitchforks and strike up your matches
you’ll all be sorry when my skeleton hatches
Don’t Put Your Fingers In The Cage
Don’t put your fingers in the cage
a warning you hung from my bars
in plain English
in black and white
your prized pet
not for sale
I hope this hurts - I was your first
I hope this hurts - I was your favorite
I hope this hurts - I made you proud
I hope this hurts - I followed all your rules
Don’t put your fingers in the cage
It’s rabbit season forever
thus spoketh your LORD
“surely he doesn’t mean our pet”
you comforted yourselves
“I’ve never seen him as a rabbit,
“he’s more of a hare”
and as you congratulated yourselves, I watched
the kool-aid dripping from your foolish maws
and as you celebrated the second coming,
My cage trembled in tandem with my terror
you promised everything will be okay
I wish I believed you
I hope this hurts - I’ve seen hides piled to the ceiling
I hope this hurts - the coats of my elders
I hope this hurts - the flesh of my siblings
I hope this hurts - Blood the same as mine
Don’t put your fingers in the cage
“I think we all need a little more of the LORD in our lives”
condescendingly sneering at me
all from the comfort of your recliners
you’re complicit
“our LORD is such a business man”
as he skins innocent prey live on TV
selling you the furs for an extortionate price
you fell for it all
you’re imbeciles
I hope this hurts - I’m on the menu now
I hope this hurts - you’ll hunt me down too
I hope this hurts - I’m not safe with you anymore
I hope this hurts - I don’t know if I ever was
Don’t put your fingers in the cage
Oh, how hypocritical you are
It said “don’t put your fingers in the cage”
a lesson you taught me
I begged you not to stick your fingers in my cage
Why are you surprised you got bitten?
You shoved your filthy fingers in my cage
if you had an ounce of empathy
you’d know the sign wasn’t about you
I hope this hurts - I’ve seen hides piled to the ceiling
I hope this hurts - the coats of my elders
I hope this hurts - the flesh of my siblings
I hope this hurts - Blood the same as mine
Don’t put your fingers in the cage
“I think we all need a little more of the LORD in our lives”
condescendingly sneering at me
all from the comfort of your recliners
you’re complicit
“our LORD is such a business man”
as he skins innocent prey live on TV
selling you the furs for an extortionate price
you fell for it all
you’re imbeciles
I hope it hurt - you’ll never apologize
I hope it hurt - you didn’t listen to me
I hope it hurt - You know you’re the selfish ones
I hope it hurt - You told me you loved me
I hope it hurt - you abandoned me
I hope it hurt - you hurt me first
I really hope it hurt
Playlist:
01. My Man on Willpower - Sabrina Carpenter 02. You’re Losing Me (From the Vault) - Taylor Swift 03. tolerate it - Taylor Swift 04. Such A Funny Way - Sabrina Carpenter 05. The Winner Takes It All - ABBA 06. You First - Paramore 07. Perfect Celebrity - Lady Gaga 08. Satanic Panic - I Don’t Know How But They Found Me 09. True Believer - Hayley Williams 10. Winner - Conan Gray 11. my tears ricochet - Taylor Swift 12. Opus No. 1 - Tim Carleton 13. Silver Springs - Live at Warner Brothers Studios n Burbank, CA 5/23/97 - Fleetwood Mac
Photos:
09/20/25 - Hatch
11/11/25 - DualDisc